Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Deuces

Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one.The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up & put on their prettiest earrings. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time......We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt. Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was.One day you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like crap, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again. So girls, get over him. He's not worth it, one bit. He's not worth your time or your tears. You loved him. You love him, alot. I know, You can't see yourself with anyone but him, I get that. I've been there. Why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he's with. Do you honestly think he's thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts that he's out there falling in and out of 'love' with other girls. You'll see him with one of his new girlfriends, and he'll hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter because he knows your watching, and he knows it's killing you.Don't let him get to you because that's exactly what he wants.So what if he doesn't talk to you, do you honestly want to be friends with an asshole like him anyways?All he's gonna do is talk about his new girlfriend just to try and make you jealous. Just screw him and his girlfriend. He'll be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy other than him, with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he'll realize how happy you are. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you, the girl of his dreams. He'll realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just didn't love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. . show him your better than him and you don't need him. Prove to him that he just made the biggest mistake of his life, and you never really needed him.




....I heard mommy and daddy paid for your tour??

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